Man plans; God laughs is the saying. I’m here always making plans but never executing. I’ve searched flights, hotels, dates, trains, directions, and logistics. I’ve planned so many trips on paper but never followed through. There are plenty of excuses. Just getting the idea for the budget. Trying to see what the time frame would look like. This is all bunk. If I wanted to make one of these plans work I could. There could be train tickets and hotel reservations in my travel folder right now but there is nothing. My growing concern is that these plans will never see follow through. Everything will remain in the realm of my mind and I will fail to have any adventures worthwhile.
Even now I can hear that Lord Miles guy taunting me. I have everything I need and yet I hesitate. It’s not even like I want to go to a war zone. I just want to go to Block Island and find an orb.
The fear is I will fail to make the future into something worth living through.