Write Club Prompt #10
Calling Me Now
What’s calling me? Right now? In this dread winter nothing is calling me. All I want to do is get through it. I’ve been getting through it for two years. Funny that this all coincided with me taking my biggest step toward independence.
As a productive adult male my whole life now is a series of obligations to other people and organizations. My hope is that one day I can again take my life and time as my own and dream up some things to do. Then again who would I do them with? Nothing in this life is any good if you don’t have someone to share it with. And that’s what I lack. It’s the one thing I can’t just go find. It needs to be built and I can’t even find anyone to get to step one with. My calling? My resistance? All bunk, I just wish I knew where to go next.